Community researchers conducting health disparities research: Ethical and other insights from fieldwork journaling

► We explore the effect of conducting research on community researchers within an international health research study. ► We examine the effects of research that emphasizes objectivity while exposing individuals to subjective community life. ► Community researchers encountered personal struggles coupled with stressors induced by exposure to community conditions. ► Community members enter into a complex relationship with investigators, the research, and their own research community.